Showing posts with label Marley and Me. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Marley and Me. Show all posts

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Relaxing Trip

Well, I'm sitting in a motel room six hours away from home, yet still in the state of Maine. To give you an idea how far north I live, I travel along the Northern Maine and Southern Canadian border every morning to get to work, and of course, back home. During the driest times of the summer, or when the ice on the river is solid enough, you could walk across to Canada. I wouldn't try it, though, that would be considered an illegal entry and you'd get in lots of trouble. Anyhow, in spite of the fact that I live in a beautiful area, we are far from the beaten path, so-to-speak, than if we lived along the I-95.

To get to Portland, which is where I am right now, I have to travel two hours, or 1-1/2 depending which route I take, to get to the Maine portion of the I-95. I then have to drive over 1-1/2 hours to get to Bangor, and another couple of hours to get to Portland. However, considering how long my drive was today, I had a relaxing and enjoyable trip. I left home around 7:30 this morning, which is late by my standards, and arrived in Bangor in time to have lunch with my sister. After an hour there, I headed on down to South Portland, and with the help of my father-in-law's GPS, found my motel the first time around. This is unlike the last time I came to the same motel when I ended up a few miles down the road from where I should have been, on a side road headed to God-knows-where. Only when I stopped and asked a safe-looking man in a parking lot of some industrial area where my motel was, did I eventually end up at the right place.

Anyhow, I found my motel before 3:30 PM and even had time for an hour nap. I've always enjoyed the pleasure of sitting alone in a restaurant reading, and I got to do that today. It was relaxing and exciting at the same time. I don't know how to explain it, but it was freeing being someone no one knows, in a city I've only been in perhaps 3 times before, and eating alone in a restaurant reading by myself, alone. It had a mysterious and romantic feel to it. Kind of like being a lone traveler in a foreign country.

I began reading Dewey by Vickie Myron and am already half way done the book. I love being able to just sit in a comfortable chair (a recliner at that!) and read. I can't remember the last time I stayed in a motel alone and just read. I brought nail polish and all my other nail equipment to give myself a pedicure and manicure, but have decided not to bother. I haven't turned the TV on since I've come back from supper. The only other time I turned it on was when I took a nap. Shopping doesn't even interest me (Perhaps I'm sick!). Instead, I've sat in my pj's, grabbed a soda, turned on the lamp, and read, and read, and read. Of course, now I'm not. I'm taking a little break and writing this post instead. I guess I'm trying to capture the moment of this peace.

Considering yesterday's posting about my now passed-on dog, Sandy, and having watched the movie, Marley & Me, this book is only setting me up for an emotional ending. I just know it. One of my students read the book for a book project for my class, and she loved it. She also, accidentally, told me the ending, too. I won't do that to you. All I'll say is it's a page-turner and heartwarming.

As enjoyable as today was, tomorrow may be different. My reason for this trip is a workshop, which I'm looking forward to. However, the 6-hour long ride home, almost non-stop, will be not as relaxing. My workshop ends around 3 PM, which means that, with minimal stops, I should be getting home around 9 tomorrow night, then getting ready for school on Tuesday. I'm exhausting myself already!

Saturday, April 4, 2009

MAN's Best Friend?

I've written about the antics of my two dogs, Hunter and Shelby before, but I'll have to admit, they weren't my first loves. Sixteen years ago I brought home a beautiful little pup named Sandy. Her breed has always been unclear, but I fell in love with her just the same. I didn't have any children so I babied her like you wouldn't believe. When she was a little pup, she looked just like a miniature Saint Bernard and was so adorable with her mixture of white and brown coloring, that I couldn't help but adore her. Her eyes looked like someone had taken eyeliner and carefully lined her eyes, then continued past the outer corners of her eyes. She was beautiful and had a magnetic personality. She was almost perfect. She was completely housebroken, and I knew that she could be trusted alone for long periods of time without her having an accident. I used to say that she would be perfect if only she didn't shed, but I loved her in spite of all the fur.

She was my companion when I got divorced and when I went to college. I used to bring her to my friend's house while I was in class to hang out with her younger brother, Bandit (on the right). They were close companions, in fact, I would tell Sandy that we were going to Bandit's house and she'd get all excited. All 8 pounds of her would jump into my lap anxious for both the ride and the destination. She was a smart little dog too. I had to spell words like walk, ride, and her favorite treat of all, carrots, but she would occasionally be able to still figure out what I was trying to say.

This past fall, my sister, who's been taking care of her for the past six years, had to put Sandy down. Sandy had been having trouble with her blood sugar for a few years, she had arthritis, and when my sister brought her to the vet this last time, was having heart problems. Sandy had just turned 15 on July 13, 2008. She had lived a great life and was so loved by everyone who met her. The last time I saw her was last February when I stayed over my sister's place because of a workshop I had to attend. Sandy slept with me all that night, and when I got ready to leave the next morning, I had a feeling that it would be the last time I would see her. It was so hard to leave, and the funny thing is, I think she felt the same way too.

Well, tonight I made the mistake of watching the movie Marley & Me, and it reminded me why I prefer watching movies in the privacy of my own home. Don't get me wrong, it was a great movie, but when Marley got old and sick for the last time, I cried so much that I caught myself holding my breath and was on the verge of heaves. Kenny, my oldest stepson, kept watching me. He knows how I get because I cry at everything. I even cried at the end of Meet the Robinsons, so he knew without a doubt that I would be crying at this part for sure. The best thing about it all was that Kenny knew that I was thinking about Sandy. He knows me that well, and he's just that kind of kid. He even asked me if I wanted a hug. What a sweetheart! He's gonna make some lucky woman a great husband some day.

Why am I sharing this with you all? Good question. Perhaps it's a form of healing for me, to talk, or shall I say write about what Sandy meant for me. I cried when my sister told me about Sandy, and had a few moments since then, too, but I suspect that I haven't fully grieved for her. Some people may think that I'm being over dramatic, perhaps I am, but as I explained before, she was like my baby and she gave me nothing but unconditional love for the entire time we were together. I will never forget Sandy.